With a rainbow in the sky
and the brightness of light
when our eyes first met
it just wasn’t right
Everything seemed good
as perfect as can be
the problem was never you
it was always just me
My lifeless eyes blinded
by past fears and insecurities
never allowing love in fully
as it was intended to be
For the very thing longed prayed for
was the one I couldn’t see
distracted by many dim lights
but the brightest not worthy of me
So everyday I entreat
that blind eyes begin to see
the beautiful truth I pushed away
that was always destined for me
I begin to hope in second chances
that grace will be kind and agree
the good that came into my life
was a missed opportunity
So here I am
doing the innerwork
to set my mind free
self-sabotage is real
it was never about you
it was always just me
You….you are a blessing
