With a rainbow in the sky
and the promise of light
when our eyes first met
It just wasn’t right
Everything seemed good
as perfect as can be
but the problem was never you
it was always just me
These lifeless eyes blinded
by past fears and insecurities
never allowing love in fully
as it was intended to be
For the very wish longed prayed for
was the one I couldn’t see
distracted by other dim lights
but the brightest not worthy of me
and in regret I will entreat
that blind eyes begin to see
the beautiful truth I pushed away
that was always destined for me
Can life offer second chances
will grace be kind to agree
that rare kind of love that came into my life
was a missed opportunity
So here I am doing innerwork
to set my mind free
self-sabotage is real
it was never about you
it was always just me
You…
you are a blessing